Distractions

All the words that matter in this world have strange blurry mutated definitions in my mind. No.. not the words – the concepts behind them. They are melding together, masking this huge jumbled question that never gets asked. Things are so much simpler than I’d like them to be. I need this world to be complex.. insanely overwhelming.. this way I will feel justified in my paralyzed, distracted state. The world is complex – but not in the way I need it to be. I just pray I can accept the simplicity of the answer and live it.